essential cell,human society.
I am tortured when I am away from my family, from my children. I am horribly guilt-ridden.
I grew up in a big family with a lot of kids around, and I definitely want to have children as well.
Also, my mom and family are very important to me and I know that this is not expected.
Family life itself, that safest, most traditional, most approved of female choices, is not a sanctuary: It is, perpetually, a dangerous place.