The problem was just a mean attitude that festers and has to be challenged.
ATTITUDE, FESTERS AND HAS TO BE CHALLENGED
Attitude is your acceptance of the natural laws, or your rejection of the natural laws.
My attitude is that if you push me towards something that you think is a weakness, then I will turn that perceived weakness into a strength.
But the attitude of faith is to let go, and become open to truth, whatever it might turn out to be.
Happiness doesn't depend on any external conditions, it is governed by our mental attitude.