You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.
I have a simple philosophy: Fill what's empty. Empty what's full. Scratch where it itches.
I slept and dreamt that life was joy. I awoke and saw that life was service. I acted and behold, service was joy.
Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life define yourself.