your own attitude, order, thwarted
Happiness is an attitude of mind, born of the simple determination to be happy under all outward circumstances.
Always keep that happy attitude. Pretend that you are holding a beautiful fragrant bouquet.
If you go on stage with the wrong attitude, or something in your performance is off, you can lose an audience in the first minute. That first minute is crucial.
But the attitude of faith is to let go, and become open to truth, whatever it might turn out to be.